the day of reckoning has come. tomorrow morning at like 7:30am i’m going to have my surgery. i’ve got this small cyst on my lower back that is like painful and stuff that should be removed. i’m gunna be in the hospital till saturday sometime if all goes well. i dunno if i’ll be like wanting to use my laptop while in the hospital or if there is even internet access there… would be nice though. give me something to due while getting like a morphine drip. if i’m even coherent enough. anyway, nough of that.
so i’ve finished the sleeping pills my doc gave me. some nights i would get soo dizzy and incoherent to fall asleep, but other nights they did nothing. i almost always wake up early now. however, i’m almost getting used to it. kind of like a trance. prolly is bad for me.
so i hung out with my friend shannon last tuesday. that was fun. went to bangor mall and spent what little money i had left. but i did get a borders gift certificate from my aunt on christmas, which i used on getting kevin mitnick’s book and a drowning pool dvd. both of which kick ass. i watched the dvd that night with shannon, and damn that dvd is funny. dave was the man; r.i.p. dave.
what is up with this cold weather… wow, pretty insane. my truck isn’t loving it. all these minor problems get exasterbated in the cold weather. i think my truck is a lemon. so many problems i’ve had with it. while they have been minor, just been a lot of them and have supposedly been hard to trace down and fixed. i dunno if this is GM’s fault or central maine motors. i’m kind of thinking both. i really should stop going to that fucking place, but their the only damn chevy dealership around and while my truck is under warranty i have to go to a chevy dealership to get warranty work done. i think the next closest one is in fucken augusta which is way outta my way. oh well, maybe two weeks of not driving the truck will help. yeah. right.
so my mom got some new furniture for the living room, a couch and a nice reclining chair. both recline, and im going to be living on them till after i feel better.
so did i mention that surgery sucks the big cockle? well it does. fkin damnit. i’ll be posting in awhile. later all.

For her lust.
She’ll burn in hell.
Her soul done medium well.
All through mass manual stimulation.
Salvation.