no holiday spirit here. sorry. i just dont have it in me. fucking upcoming surgery ruined everything. no money. job is seeming like it is gunna end very soon. i did however get some sleeping pills from my doc. so i hope to break this fucking cycle of no sleep, waking up at like 3am, and restlessness.
so i got $100 from my mom and a $50 border’s gift certificate from my aunt and uncle. i got a lot on my list of stuff i want, but i really cant spend any money until after surgery. i want to be absolutely positive i have enough money, just in case the insurance company decides to be gay and deny payment or some crap.
i need a raid1 ide card for this server. so i can not have to fuck with figuring out raid in linux. hopefully ill find one that is cheap.

h-blockx: good band to listen to